I'm in a shitty shitty mood today and guess what? Every time it's 75 degrees out and sunny, you can guess my mood. It's MARCH people. I swear, when I was healthy as a damn Ox, NEVER was it 75 and sunny in frickin' MARCH here in Boston. It's supposed to be SNOWING and WINDY and 42 damn it.
Not this year! Oh. no... I'm crippled and it's SUMMER!! GO FREAKING FIGURE...
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I am so cranky. I think I've cleaned my bathroom 6 times this week, I know I've vacuumed 4. I've changed my toenail polish at least 3 times.
Today I bought new sheets, and towels and a Vera Wang top grain leather bag I didn't need, earrings, and more cleaning supplies to re-clean any hard surface I can find to re-clean.
All my tests have come back normal. Bone density, Vitamin D deficiency, all with in normal limits.
I got nothing. No clear answers how I could possibly have 2 stress fractures in 2 years.
But I've been digging.. and searching and trying to make some sense of this. left side, femoral compression
stress fracture and I think.....
These orthotics were made for me in November. I took my time in "breaking them in" but as you can
see the LEFT one is much different from the right one. Do I have a huge leg discrepancy? Um... no.
These were made like this because "my left arch seemed to be collapsing a bit and I was told, I needed
the extra lift and support in the left arch area.
Honestly, I never really looked at how different they really were. I think they crippled me. I paid $200 for
bone snapping orthotics that I'm pretty much convinced made me buy new sheets, towels, earrings and that supple leather Vera Wang leather bag today along with cleaning supplies to re-clean my already sterile domain all to I try to keep busy and maintain my SANITY!!!!!!!!!!